I was hoping he would be the guy I could call and talk to when I got upset, that I could confide in about dad and our family, about exercise, I was hoping i finally found someone who would care about all of it, not just some of it, and be able to be there and to actually comfort me and not feel awkward. Someone who I could be emotional with and have them be emotional back. I guess not.
Joel came over tonight for a date, I made him pot roast and homemade chocolate cake. He was over for 3 and a half hours. The last 5 minutes he decided to tell me, "I'm not going to string you along, this would be better if we just be friends."
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