Apartment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S09If5sBV5w

Follow the link for a tour of my on-campus apartment at Asbury!

Being back has been kinda nice. I have only gone to the cafeteria once in an entire week. I have been going to the Luce to swim, considering joining a local gym, and reading a lot. All of my classes are HUGE reading classes. 4 out of the 6 of my classes require 4 books/novels in addition to outside articles. My other two classes require 2 or 3 books. I will be spending lots of time alone in quiet places, I suppose.

Since being on campus, it has been so hard to not think about Alex and to not contact him. He sits one seat away from me in chapel. My friend Josh sits between us, thank goodness. He has done nothing more than to wave and say "hi" once. I don't want to talk to him, but at the same time I do. I can tell I am not over him, though he is clearly over me. I wish he wasn't, but I know it's better for me that he is. I hate this. It's been 8 months, why can't I just move on? I haven't gone a single day in almost 2 years without thinking about him.