Princess

I feel like he died.

I had always hoped that he would miraculously change and start to suddenly have a relationship with me, suddenly be protective of me when it came to guys, suddenly want to get to know. Maybe he would start calling me and inviting me over to do things instead of me always having to call him at least three times to get any kind of activity set up with him.

Now that I know he will never be in love with my mom and or feel the way most men do about women, I feel like all hope of having that beautiful father-daughter relationship is gone.

I have never been Daddy's Little Girl and now I really never will be Daddy's Princess.
My dream of being so kind of died yesterday. I don't think it will ever be resurrected.