-_-

Do gay men love their children differently than straight men? Is that why he never cared much when I hung out with boys? When I go out with them until 4am or sleep over at their houses? He was never even very worried about my mom's, Mary's, or my safety; never got out of bed (except once, one time, I was like 7) to check out the monsters in the dark, it was always my mom who kept me safe.

And he told me last week that he will get married again! I can only assume, since he is not going to leave Florida, that he is talking about a woman. Gah. That's so selfish of him.