Yay Milk.

Why am I more hungry at the end of my breakfast than I was at the beginning?

I had a glass of milk, an entire orange, 2 pieces of whole wheat bread, and 2 tablespoons of peanut butter, plus 1/2 a slice of lemon bread. I started my meal at neutral (not hungry, not full), and now I would like to eat like an entire sandwich, but I kinda feel full now. Bah hum bug. I think I will go lift weights at the gym. By the time I get done, it will be time to eat lunch anyway.

I recently discovered just how satisfying milk is. I love drinking it. For a while, I didn't drink any liquids that had calories, so milk was out. Water was the only thing I drank.

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Also, I find myself believing less and less that my dad loves me and knows what love really is.
I find myself believing less and less that Alex ever really loved me like I loved him.
And you know what? Both of them believe they love/d me.