I feel like roaring

Ugh, I hate my hair. I should have never gone to my mom's hair dresser. Mistake Mistake Mistake. It's way too short. I look almost butch. It has a tint of old lady to it. I just hope it grows out quickly. Now I have to go to camp looking like a 60 year old. And I miss Alex and haven't contacted him for 17 days. And I am eating dinner with my dad on Thursday, which is sure to be awkard, and my counselor said not to get my dad a present for Father's day if I do not want to and am only doing it because I "should" or "ought" to.