Lately

Every once in a while, it hits me again that my parents are divorced. I just realize it in a new way every once in a while.

When Thrasher and Sarah were talking about their plans of getting married in summer of 2010, and Sara and Andrew's possible plans for 2009, they asked Alex and I when were planning on marrying. I blurted out, "never" and alex said "maybe sometime, idk." We both think the couples mentioned above are crazy and foolish. They don't have lives apart from each other; that's a dangerous situation.

I have been so tired lately. I wish I could sleep all day. The stress of school is really getting to me (and my relationship with Alex). The fact that I am only three weeks into the pill does not help either. Lately, I don't feel fully happy or content no matter who I am with. Today Alex took me to Panera though =). Alex hates Panera, but he knows I really like it. It was hard for me to feel grateful about his taking me to Panera for some reason; I felt bad that I wasn't more thankful.