Deliberating

I got my room assignment from Asbury today. I was looking forward to it, but now that I have it I think I'm gonna be sick. I started to lose my excitement for going away about a week ago; now my "excitement" is quickly turning into "slightly dreading." My roomie's name is Leiza; she's from Illinois and that is all I know so far. I don't want to call her, calling her makes this whole thing get really close and really scary. College, up until recently, was this fun thing to dream about and plan for. Now I have to go, leave everything, and make a new identity/life. Eh.........