Saturday, November 7, 2009

Crush Crush Crush

I think I have a crush. And not a creepy stalker crush like the ones on Joel or Nick, haha. He's not a Christian though, so it's super irritating. I know I shouldn't like him; I mean, I can't be in an intimate relationship with someone if my life's foundation is something completely different from theirs. How I spend my money (tithing and charity) and my time (volunteering, studying the Bible, going to church, praying) are just two differences that count for a lot.

I chose where to go to college based on where I felt the Holy Spirit was leading me and that is also how I chose my summer job in 2009. The other day, I anonymously CPO-ed a girl a large sum of money because I felt that Jesus was calling me to do so. I just can't see someone, who doesn't share my faith, being cool with that kind of stuff if I marry them. I also think it is very important to have a spiritual leader in my husband/boyfriend, for both of us to continually point the other to Christ. If I have children, it is vital for them to see their father and mother in a Godly relationship and find spiritual role models in BOTH parents.

So for now, I will be praying for this guy to open his heart to the Truth, to seek out the Truth. He is becoming aware that there is something missing in his life, I hope he discovers that it is his Maker that is missing.

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