If Interested

So I went to a movie Friday night with Alex ( a guy) and 3 other girls. We all sat in the back row, but about 10 minutes into the movie, all the other girls moved the front and left Alex and I alone. I didn't realize they had left until the end of the movie though. His posture in his chair almost the entire movie was away from me. And the next night I sat next to Jason during Across the Universe and he sat angled away from me too (though we were in a packed theater that time, people all around, but he did have the aisle seat). I mean, either guys are not ineterested in me (though Charlie did call me Friday night and ask if I would like to go to Hot Stone Pizza for lunch with him on Saturday) or they are just waaay to well mannered and polite to try anything in a movie theater. I'm glad they are so polite, but it's still kinda weird/different from what I'm used to.

I told Tim that and he asked me the question, "what would you do if they were interested?"

I realized I like wishing for a bf, but actually having one still scares me. I'm so weird. When I meet him, I guess I will not be so scared, or atleast, I will want to take the risk badly enough so that my desire to be in a relationship with him will overcome my fear.