Kamp.

I Have 11 more days at Kamp. Today is my first 24 hours off since June 19. I have had 2 seven hour spans of time off previous to today. Kamp is really strict. No coffee, no food outside of the training tables, only really long shorts. If you leave a light or fan on, your lose your free period (you only get 3 a week at the most). If you leave a Safety Sam Sign up, you will get 2 hours off your 24 or $25 out of your check. I can only work out for 40 minutes at the pool before the kids wake up and before the guy starts cleaning it. I have to get up at 5:30am and get out of the pool before 6:30am, so that I can wake the kids at 6:45am for morning showers. When I finally get a free period, I am so tired from going to bed at midnight that I cannot find the energy to lift weights. I feel emotionally shut down and really need Christ to give me His love and compassion for these girls. Last session, I had a girl lie and tell me she was pregnant and had been gang raped. There was a girl who had been in rehab for drugs at only 13 years old. I will tell you more later, on my next 24 or when I get home.